jam~

Edited over 30 codes today..
COPY, PASTE, CHECK ,EDIT, SAVE..that's what i did..RUN? not until that part..
So, high possibility everything I did today will end up in my recycle bin by the time I run those codes..
My head is all jammed up now..
Had terrible cough for few days and still having it now..
Whine whine whine~
whine ends..

Anyway, paka send me a song today..
Asked him to download 2 days ago and I get it today..
Amazing?? He said he was desperate for it..That's explain the speed..lolz..

Well..the song is sang by Taylor swift named Today was a fairytale..

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face

Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale


Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale


Hmm..the lyrics of the song just helps me to figure out something which I had been emo for quite a while..

I used to believe in finding the one, and live happily ever after..But as I walk in my life..my faith for it is fading slowly and slowly..I'm beginning to question what's life are for..and what the purpose of me being here and doing stuff which I do not like..I think the reason I am still here is just because my parent had been working darn hard to raise me up..and I am in no right to take the life away..well..nah..maybe I am just to scare to take it away myself..lolz
Yes there are happily ever after..for some small percentages..LUCKY ppl..I wish I could be part of it..But wishes aren't always come true aren't there? and I am not that lucky too.. hmm..
emo emo emo..negative negative negative..
emo + negative end..

Well..the song makes me realize that life may not be a fairytale..and it may not be happy in whole..
Actually what really matters is each day I spent in my life
(kay..some ppl may get depress with this as I think most ppl waste up the day by doing nothing..so what? I did that too..I'm guilty as well~ lolz)..
I may not plan and know how my future will be..but at least I can make today a worthy one..
hopefully..
=)

ps: Hate it when my brain can't function properly..makes me think of rubbish..