2010 =)

well...this year I'm celebrating new year in my house..
due to my upset stomach...T.T
upset?? not really..I'm more of worrying when my stomachache will heal..grr..
hmm..maybe a little disappointed..cause i missed the opportunity to see the fireworks..@.@
My family seems happy that I stayed at home..at least my youngest sis is not bore to dead..
I've even save her from the attack of the wicked baby lizard..
woohoooo~!
Felt guilty for turning down my sis and Michele..
SORRYY...

Anyway...new year ,new aims..
MUAHAHAHA..
"hOpefully" i can achieve all of them..

AIMS for 2010

1. bE happy, chEerful and sMiLe moRe~
2. bE independent ( need to do this step by step..aih..)
3. STOP whining ( at least not over little stuff )
   
4. aChieve above 3.5 for my studies..
5. fOrgive and try to forget..
6. loOk at things from different aspects..
7. LoVe my family, friends and myself more ~

=) that's all~

oh ya...HAPPY NEW YEAR and hAve a GREAT one~

Do you know? ( by Someday , BOF ost 1)

when the blinding light
of the morning comes
when i open my eyes to love
i sing for only you

For You I love you only you
filled with my restless heart
with words smoother than the fragrant scent of coffee
i look towards you

Chorus
do you know? i know you feel it too
the love that my heart is saying
do you hear it? now, look at it now
my shy heart that is more beautiful than flowers

look at me, hold my hand tightly
isn't this a happy feeling? such a binding fate
i smile at the scent of love

whenever the wind blows
i gently close my eyes
and whisper a charm of love
so that you may feel my heart

look into my eyes
that is filled with restless heart
as warm as a magical kiss
please accept my feelings

Repeat Chorus

i promise you, that our hands will always be together
such a happy feeling, such a binding future
let's indulge in this fragrance of love forever

Repeat Chorus

i love you and you alone

ps: This is the english translation of the song.. The song is in Korean..All of sudden i feel like listening to this song..

sOmething i shouldn't have read...

Read something which I shouldn't have read..or maybe it's meant for me to read a little earlier..
I was trying to make myself sleepy by doing a little reading..
Ends up..it makes me think even more and much awake..
Deeply in need to talk to someone..
But....words are better kept unspoken..
I'm tired...

insOnmia~

Just back from Malacca trip with my family..
Stuck at the traffic at highway for almost an hour..
Usual journey from malacca to my hometown only around 1 hour..
Due to the stoopiak traffic jam..it took us 2 hours to be back..
My dad was cursing all the way and complaining how his leg sore cause he was driving manual (pity him)..
well me..not as suffer as him..
I was "babi-ing" throughout the whole journey..
LOLZ..
Maybe that a karma for me now..
I'm having a SUPER INSOMNIA now...
T.T

a day~

Today
is
a day which reminds me of my past..
a day which reminds me how thing can change in just a sec..
a day which makes me lose faith on something even more..
a day which makes me tired of something even more..

I wonder..if something was taken from a person..
the person feels the hurt because he/she likes the particular thing too much ?
or...
simply just not get use to the loss?

Anyway..I just believe..sadness does not last forever..It comes and it goes..
=)

food day?

hmm..woke up around 12pm today..
Waited for my "pig" sister to wake up to accompany me to pack tom yam from the Thai fair at Seremban Parade..
Ended up eating kim chi ramen for brunch because too hungry..
Siew came to my house..
Chatted 4 hours with her..
Abandon my tom yam.. T.T (my sis bought it after she woke up)
Went to "pasar malam" with my family..
Bought lots of food..but my dad still complained the food is not enough..
Finally can eat my tom yam along with variety of food..
Happy happy happy =)

:: Food that i ate today ::

Chocolate milk
Chocolate biscuit (Ate it before cooking kimchi ramen..Thought it could kill my hunger but fail)
Kimchi ramen
Thin crust kuih (Don't really know what it's called)
Oil Fried Ghost ( Yau char kwai~)
Fatt kou ( Those small chinese style cupcake which normally use for prayers)
Fruit rojak Tom yam ( My favourite! )
Crab ball
Nugget
Soya bean

Ps : Until now..my stomach is still full..

hAppy biRthday fAther~

Yup~
It's my Dad's birthday today..
Well..I call him "father"..
Such a formal way right?
Lolz..
My dad taught us (me and my sisters) since we were little to call him that way..
and the "style" remains the same until now..
He is 50 this years..
Time pass real fast..
I still remember how he used to
fetch me back home when I was in primary school.. He was always in his shades, walking uphill towards me and helping me to carry my bag..At that time most of my friend praised how smart looking and handsome he is..wow..I was really proud back then..
Now...I can see lots of grey hair grew on his head..and that big tummy of him..
Anyway, my family and I went out for dinner at Igentis at Seremban Jusco..
It's my dad's request~
He told me and my sisters that he used two days to make this decision..
LOLZ..
The funny things is..when my mum asked him yesterday whether where he want to have the dinner for today..He said "dunno~"..
swt!!!!!
We bought him a small cake..
The reason it's small cake because it'll be divided equally to five of us..
Thus, there'll be no leftover which usually ends up in the dustbin..
We sang him a birthday song..
Me and my sisters gave him a birthday card (That's a traditional act since we're little)..
So..in the end..i just wana say..
Happy Birthday Father~!

twiNkle twinkLe littLe sTar~

I miss the sky that fills with stars.... =)

hOme at last.. =)

welll.. I'M BACK~!

Back to my own comfy home..
Back to my own comfy room..
Back to my own comfy bed...
It feels sooo gooOdddd..
Lolz..
Too bad..i will not be here for long..
I just got to know that I'll be going Ipoh on either 18 or 19 Dec to visit my relatives.. Hmm...Then, only coming back around 21 or 22 Dec i think..
Finally bought the flight ticket back to Sabah..
..5 January 2010..

Anyway,I found one funny quote:

dino luv~

3pm nO more~

My 3pm plan FAIL~
I slept at almost 5 this morning..and thought of waking up at 3pm..
So that i can skip one of my meal..
And spend half of the day with dreams rather than sien-ness..
DARN..
But I woke up at 10.30am..cause the dream i had is simply terrifying..
Maybe it's consider as a nightmare..
But there's no ghost, nor vampires..no scary monsters or zombie..
It just a bunch of human..not rapist, murderer or robber..
Just human which i care a lot..
It's so real..That's what scares me the most..
So, in the end.. i chose SIEN-NESS..

Yes, Happiness needs to be pay with a great price..but i think most people chose to pay the price..

pass~

YESSS!!!
I've passed my CompTIA Network + paper!
Although it is a re-sit paper..but I'm glad that i've passed it..
This is the first paper which got me so nervous..
My hand was shaking throughout the whole exam..
My heart almost drop when i click "end" to process the result..
Well..it's alright now..everything pays the right price after all...
=)

2 better than 1...(by Boys Like Girls)

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two , is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah , yeah

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Ooooh I can't live without you
Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one..

Ps : I'm soooooo IN LOVE with this song.......

nerd-ing~

Been nerd-ing for half a day now..
Tomorrow is the re-sit paper for Network +..
I've covered 200 pages in a long dreadful 4 hours..
T.T
My face is starting to look like my lappie's screen..
I think i do not need to reach until Phd to get a permanent head damage..
I'm already having one now..
HWAITTIIIIGGGGG~!

wordless...

I'm real darn sad...and real darn stress....

sOmething~

Found these when i was searching for cute pictures from the net..
They remind me of some ppl i know..
lolz

ZOMBIE! thou it's a mummy..
MY YOUNGEST SIS (ah bi)!
well..both me and my younger sis call her a hippo since she was little..
This reminds me of some one who HATES frog a lot a lot..
Can't blame her..she has a big conflict with few frogs before..
My younger sis(ah na)
This reminds me of my roommate..
lolz..
she'll murder me if she knew i upload this..
and this...a person who HATES vampires a lot..and call them sissy after watching twilight~

Ps: As for me, this is what I've been doing the whole day..2mr is the network + exam..DIED..i really hope i'll pass it..

3p class ended~

Finally..my 8 hours 3p class ended yesterday..

So, now only left for the exam which is on Monday and soft skill on the next day..

Well...the 3p exam had change the passing grade..

from 550/1000 to 720/1000!

Thanks to the briliant U*A students..

I've just heard from my roommate that the passing grade will ONLY increase..

STRESS STRESS STRESS

I really need a lot a lot of lucks..

3p again~

Hula~
Good morning..nope..Good evening..
yup..I just woke up not long ago..
I thought of NOT taking any nap as I'm afraid that i can't sleep later on..
Hell..the exhaustion is unbearable..After dinner, i straight ko-ed on my bed.. zZzZZZZZzzzzz...
LOLZ
3p program = cause of my exhaustion + zombie look
I had stayed in Sabah extra 3 weeks for this 3p program which offered by the university.. The schedule?
Superbly packed..especially this week..
From 9am to 5pm..Monday to Friday..
And today is only Tuesday..but i can feel my body is already dying and calling for help...
I think most of my coursemates are in the same dying condition as i am...
Well...2mr is another day of 9am to 5pm..
God..pls bless me through these 8 hours

Ps: Darn it! i dun even sleep for 8 hours..but had to study for 8 hours.. =.=