wira~

Drove dad's car today to fetch my sis..
Well..what's the big deal rite?
The problem is his car is wira and it's manual..
and all these while I am driving KANCIL AUTO..

Hf's equation
Kancil AUTO = small + less concentration
Wira MANUAL = big + full concentration!!!!!!!!!

The journey is farrrr..
The drive was smooth at first..
Car engine died twice because I can't change to second gear at roundabout..
So "siasui"..
I don't even dare to look at the car around me..
Not sure whether is there any car 'honk' me..
I think there is as I'm blocking half of the road!!
Lolz..
but i am too panic to realize all these details..
Pity the car driver behind me..He's been behind my car for quite a while..
He must be cursing me..
Lolz..
well..in the end..
I'M SAFE~WOOHOOOOO~
=)

when things no longer 1 + 1 = 2..

A friend of mine just popped a question to me today..

Friend : " Why am I not happy? Although I am laughing out loud..but deep inside, I am not happy."
So I answered :" Maybe because you're missing the feeling of having a companion ( She's single)"
Friend : "No."
Me : " You have nothing to focus on."
Friend : "No. I have tons of assignment."
Me : "....You do not have passion on something?"
Friend : "hmm..Maybe. I have a problem but I don't know what it is.How can i solve it? I can see nowadays everyone is showing a happy face but deep inside, i know they are not happy."
Me : "...."

For me,
Every problem, there's a solution..
But why are those problems still left unsolved?
Hmm..Because the person can't figure out what's the problem?
(I think most people know what's their own problem)
Or because the person can't figure out the solution?
(I think most of them knew that too)
Or simply the solution will end into something which the person do not want to face..

Well..in the end..I can't figure out what's her problem..lolz..

his Side~

This is a love story which i had read from my friend's blog..
Find it real touching..

10th Grade:-

As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called 'best friend'.
I stared at her long, silky hair,
and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it.
After class,
she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before.
I handed them to her.She said 'thanks'
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

11th grade:-

The phone rang. On the other end,
it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how
her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over
because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips,
she decided to go home.
She looked at me, said 'thanks'
and gave me a kiss
on the cheek..I want to tell her,
I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

Senior year:-

One fine day she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said,
"he's not gonna go" well,
I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that
if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as 'best friends'.
So we did.
That night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her as She smiled at me
and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

Graduation:-

A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body
floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine-but
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said- 'you're my best friend,
thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

Marriage:-

Now I sit in the pews of the church.
That girl is getting married now.
and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine,
but she didn't see me like that,
and I knew it.
But before she drove away,
she came to me and said 'you came !'.
She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

Death:-

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
At the service, they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
'I stare at him wishing he was mine,
but he doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it.
I want to tell him,
I want him to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me !
.........'I wish I did too...'
I thought to my self, and I cried.

Quoted from gleez.com

Hmm..sad right?? But I think most people did that..Although most people know that what the guy did in the story is stupid and stuff..but..come to think of it..if you really have a good friend, will you have that much of courage to make a step that possible to change that friendship just because of your own feeling?

hOme... =)

HI KAME~! miss u a lott~~
LOLZ..
This kame (tortoise) is pasted at my room's door..
I'm so happy meeting it once again (happy once)..
=)
Finally back home after rushing endless assignment for the pass few weeks..
Coming back for Chinese New Year..
Reach Seremban around 4pm..
Indeed Seremban is less hotter than Sabah..I'M SO GLAD!!! (happy twice)
Picked up my mum at her shop..
Reach home..
YES!! I can enjoy and use the air cond as much as I want without needing to worry about some "retard" people spying or attacking me..(happy again~)
Unpacked and Bath..
Had dinner with family..mum cooked "chicken rendang"(one of my fav! happy~)..
Went for last shopping..
Manage to get a wedges as my CNY shoe (happy too~)..
Home again..
Ate
Jelly( it's been so long that i've tasted such delicious jelly~),
Watermelon( Not my favourite..but ate it for the sack of vitamin c..my skin need it for skin repair A LOT),
peanut biscuit( Just one piece..mouth itchy..LOLZ)
and drank some herbal soup( Good for my backbone..according to my mum)..
Mask again..

Overall :: =)

cOme back~

My mind has been drifted away for these past few days..
still is for now..
LOLZ..
Thinking about some nonsense which I shouldn't have..
Procrastinating..
Abandoning works that I should have done earlier..
Being a "pig" who slept for almost the whole day..
Perhaps it's cause of the HOT weather that makes me lose interest in my work?
Or maybe I'm just too into my CNY mood rather than doing anything else..

Current status : Waiting to go for class at 11am..Can someone pls help me to "zap" the class away? LOLZ

I miss youuuuu~

I miss the word
. cold . cool . chill . freeze . wind . cloudy . rain .
Where have they gone for these few days?????
Darn HOT now..
Sit > sweats.. Sleep > Sweat.. Do nothing > Sweat..
WTH??
I wanna shift to Northpole..

runaway penGuin~ =(

Serena has gone back to her hometown yesterday..
Well..She suppose to be back with the rest of us on 12 January for
Chinese New Year...
But she cut it a week shorter by taking a morning flight at around 9.45am back yesterday..
EVIL !!!! for not bringing us back along..
LOLZ..
Actually is her dad who wanted her to be back early since she did not went back last semester break..
SO,
TATATA Serena n SEE YA in less than 3 weeks..
=)

=What I did yesterday after penguin return to Northpole=

Went to Warisan Square and CP with my sis..
Reach a little too early..
End up both of us waited inside the car..
At around 10am, we went down to check on the shops..
SWT...
As expected, the shops are mostly closed and only open at 11am..
Sis said : " They (referring to the shop owner) are super lazy..How can they be like this?"
I said : " They are actually quite clever because customer only come around 11am. Now, they can save 1 hour electric cost.LOLZ"
Near noon, the shopping complex began to full with humans..
Can see most of the shops already openned..
Then,
SHOPPING!
Sis got herself a really nice pink colour shoe and an orange colour bag (well..she regretted buying that bag now..LOLZ)
Me...I got myself a simple white dress ONLY..

Later, we proceed to City Mall..
SHOPPING too!
Sad..Tried on few dresses..Actually looks good on them and they FIT RIGHT!
but EXPENSIVE..T.T
so..let it go~

Last stop, 1 Borneo..
Had my lunch there..
Spotted a nice top from niichi..but EXPENSIVE too..
Sis finally bought her perfume ,MISS DIOR CHERIE..flowery smell~
Ch said to her when she sprayed it to him today: "That perfume don't suits you.. Cause it's for a soft and elegant girl.."
Lolz
That's all for yesterday..
Tatata..
=)

Ps : Saw this picture when i was searching for a penguin picture..

bRass monkey cafe & bar~

Went to Brass Monkey Cafe & Bar last friday for dinner after watching "Black ransom" at 1 Borneo with Tye..
Well..the whole cafe is fully decorated with monkey and his family..

Monkey pictures are hangs and painted all over the wall..
Monkey's soft-toys are hang everywhere..
I spend most of my time checking out the decoration more than eating my food..seriously..
LOLZ
Both of us order a set dinner each..


Rabbit food!
Lolz..Tye's starter..Caesar salad..I won't choose sooo "greeny" thing..


This is mine!
Mushroom soup~
Thou, I am not that fond of mushroom soup..but this 1 is nice..It has bread crumbs in it.. =)


His main course.. okay..I'm not sure about the name..it's something like aussie lamb something with mint sauce..


MINE!
erm..mine is pretty normal..BBQ chicken with black pepper sauce..
It's so difficult to cut this chicken especially with my lousy cutting skill.."siasui" only..


His dessert..
No name..LOLZ..totally can't recall..only know it starts with alphabet "t"..

Mine~
Bread pudding~
actually there's no pudding..It's fruit cake with vanilla ice-cream..
The fruit cake is hot while the ice-cream is cold..
Delicious!

Oh ya..I forget to snap photo of myself there!
T.T
so sad..
grrrrr....
Overall, the food here is not bad..and i really enjoy it..
=)