examm~

Stress again..

It the end of a semester again..which means final is here..

Well..for me..final is 2mr..

Security is the first to start with..

Darn subject..We do not have a proper tips for it..

1 chapter = 100 pages?

Looking at the pages, I feel like giving up d..I think I am not the only 1 feeling this..

Stress stress stress...

First time , I'm feeling so out of focus..been keeping my mind on the stupid book for so long and yet..finding my mind wondering off somewhere else..thinking how to bomb the lecturer and stuff..lolz

N now..I'm still wasting some of my time blogging how unfocus i am whereelse I am suppose to be looking at my book..

Well..that's all.. God pls bless all of us who are having final now..

Anyway, good luck to those who are having the same fate as me..

tatatta~

I wan to know what love is~

Wow..Luv this song so so so much..The first time i heard it when i was only in primary school..

Now..It sounds even nicer with mariah carey's voice!

Below are the lyric for this song:

I wan to know what love is (Mariah Carey)

i gotta take a little time

A little time to think things over

I better read between the lines

In case I need it when I'm older

Now this mountain I must climb

Feels like a world upon my shoulders

I through the clouds I see love shine

It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain

I don't know if I can face it again

Can't stop now, I've traveled so far

To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is

I want you to show me

I wanna feel what love is

I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time

A little time to look around me

I've got nowhere left to hide

It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there's been heartache and pain

I don't know if I can face it again

I can't stop now, I've traveled so far

To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is

I want you to show me

I wanna feel what love is

I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is

I want you to show me

And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is

And I know, I know you can show me

Let's talk about love

I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside

I want you to show me, and I'm feeling so much love

I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide

I know you can show me, yeah

ps: hope you all enjoy it as much as i did..

shop shop shop~

Went for shopping at 1 Borneo today with my sis and serena..

Well..i think after today's shopping, i'm officially declaring bankcruptcy for myself..

HAHAHAHAAH...

ahem..

Things i've bought:

1. 
   
   heels ( this had over my budget.. i've plan to spend RM70 here..in the end, i bought a RM98 black heels...much expensive than my dress for the dinner.. T.T I'm trying to console myself not to regret..)
   
2. 
   
   Loose powder ( well.. i'm out of foundation for a long long time..)


3. 
   
   Eye liner (now only i realise how little make up stuff i have..)
   

As for serena and my sis..each of them bought a heels..my sis's heels cost as much as mine..so it kills some of my guilt..blekz..

Actually i saw a real nice bracelete at parkson..It real nice! It is combination of big and small green gemstones..too bad..IT'S REAL EXPENSIVE TOO! i'm rational enough to discard my intentions..ahem..hahahaha

Back at home, i've a great chat with my best pal whose currently studying at Sarawak now..I've known her since standard 1..We are very close during our secondary school..

Wow..I've chatted with her for an hour plus..We talk about our current life, updating each other ..It's so nice..cause i haven talk this long to a person on phone for a while now..

uhhh.. i miss those secondary school life...

that' all~

tata..
=]

"great" experience

MEATBALL..

i've wanted to watch this movie quite long..

Just when i got a chance to watch this movie..the cinema BLACKOUT in the middle of the show..

wth??????

IT'S WAS THE CLIMAX! grrr...

well..i've experienced where the show stopped half way cause the cinema crew tried to take action on some human who bring in their own food..

swt...

i wonder what's next? police in the cinema checking for id?

hmm..not really a happy day for me..

not cause of these stuff alone..

I'm just sick and tired of hoping something goes right..then it turns out to be bad..

when i start to think negative of something..people says i'm too negative..

my brain is stuff with all these junks which i cant delete..

i wish i had a brain wash or lost of memory in some accident where it can goes off..

yeap..touch wood*

=(

fRust..

Another frustrating day..
grrr...I've used two days to find myself a nice little dress to the nite party organized by the mechanical engineering and chemical industry course..but I found none..
My sis and serena had bought theirs yesterday from city mall..so they accompany me today to look out at 1 borneo..
I'm such a waste of time..Walk into so many shops..tried out so many dresses..and i cant find the prefect fit..WTH??????
My confidence level now is damn low..
Do i really need to pump myself to get myself fit in all those dresses? DAMN IT!
Ppl uses all their strength and money to get themselves thin like stick..
Now i need to use all my strength to get myself..
argh..
=(

fyp1 = DONE

HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Sorry...for not updating these few weeks..
Well..i've a solid reason for abandoning my blog..
that's spending most of my time..or ALL my time to my "beloved" FYP1 (Final year project 1)..
For the past few days, I've done nothing else but wake up, face my lappie, type type, then watch 15 minutes of movies while eating, type type type again..then zz...
oh ya...also spend a little of my time fooling around with my friends to release some of the tension..
STRESS-NYA..
YES! is the end of that life now..
cos..
I'VE SUBMITED MY FYP1 REPORT TODAY!
MUAHAHAHAHA! HAPPY~
but when i get to know that my examiner is DR RAYNER..my heart CRACK again..y?because he is the expert in my FYP topic..I think i'll die being shoot with trillions of question during my FYP1 presentation..
oh well..My presentation still 2 weeks away.. If i am to die then, i would spend my life now HAPPILY..
Serena, me, my sis and gs went to 1b again for dinner..ate sushi at wagamama..then gs and serena played pool while me and my sis sitting there picking on them..lolz.. Then, went back home around 10pm because gs got a futsal match with his friends..
Reach home, got a shock on how "pretty and clean" my car porch floor is... I'm "really amazed" with their hardwork on that..*clap clap* great job!
Another thing is..I need to apologize for my absent mind during these few days..I tend to forget a lot of things when i'm too focus on something..ya.. i know some people won't mind it..but still..
sorrryyyy.... T.T..
that's all..hope i can spend more time on my blog..hehe..
=]

a bad day...

I've skipped a morning class today because of stomach cramp..

YIPPIE for skipping a boring lecture but OUCH for having a bad stomach cramp..

My stomach cramp turned worst during noon..and I had presentation on 2.30pm!

An hour before the presentation, i barely walk because of the pain...

10 minutes before the presentation, i hardly stand!

wth?????!!!

All i can do at that moment was lying on my bed, and trying hard to stop the pain..

i even had to text serena for help although she was just outside of my room (2m away from me)..

No other choice, I called one of my teammate to explain the situation and hoping that the presentation can be postpone..

Unfortunately, the presentation is not allow to postpone..

So ended up, I gained all my strength and went for the presentation..hahahha..

A little proud of myself there..

Then, came back and face my fyp..it was due 16 October 2009..

wah...stresssss and frustrating...

I've tried to watch stephen chow's movie and all sort of way...and yet my brain still stuck..

Grr..

Going out is always a good way for me to release stress, added with a movie..it would be perfect..

But..aih..

my sis was too tired to be out for so long ,cant blame her..cause she was out doing her ptptn the whole day..and i am not that mean to leave her alone at home..

So we only ate out and came back straight..

arghhh..stresssssssssss............

I need some air..

BADLY~

ps: i does something good actualy, that's calling my dad after knowing from my youngest sis that he tried to call us many time but my mum stop him cause afraid that we were busy..poor him..